What do you write? May 5, 2010

I haven’t written or better said ‘update’ anything for quite some time. I just lost the interest to write. I have nothing to share… nothing to brag… nothing to declare… nothing… NADA emm I hope my Spanish is right
I just don’t feel like writing (well, for your information, that statement only applies here, for this blog… because well, for your information again, I’m very active in some other blogs.. read that clearly ok, blogs.. plural not singular, hehehe).
Anyway, let’s not drift from our topic here. Well, yes, suddenly I’m in my BLANK mode of writing. I just hate writing because I have nothing to write! But at the same time, I’m very, very much impress with those who can clearly write and say what they want to say. I envy them, VERY VERY much actually… because I just can’t do it. I can’t be like them. Try me if you want but I can’t be like them.
And I do not wish to be like them. This is me. This is what you get by reading my blog. I am what I am and I do hope people will respect me for what I am as I respect each and every person’s individuality. And I do admire those who are different from me!
I just write and publish things that I feel comfortable. Well, you never know who’s going to read your blog. That person might be your parents, your best friends, your neighbour next door (provided he or she knows that you have a blog), your colleagues, your boss… your mother in law (ouch hehehe) or worst, your all-time enemies. And when that thing happened, you just don’t want your words to get back to you.
That’s why I stick to ‘comfortable’. Doesn’t matter whether what I wrote is good or bad, as long as I feel comfortable with it then I’ll publish it here. By doing so, I know my stand if, well, let say that my all-time enemy comes to get me hahaha.
Well, having wrote that I really wonder about my blog. Well, as I told earlier in this entry, I had nothing updated lately and still the statistic of this ‘New Space’ rocketed from 0 to 20 readers a day! That makes me really wonder. Who actually reads my blog? Well, of course wordpress does give me clues of those visitors… but still curiosity gets in the way. And up until now, there are 85 spam comments in my akismet (which I can’t read or reach at all). I’m very, very and terribly sorry if your not-a-spam-comment falls into that spam category comments. I just don’t know how to undo it (read it- I’m not a techie savvy person). I’m really, really sorry about that.
Anyway, I just want to say that I’m happy to have YOU visiting and reading my blog (or perhaps criticising every details of it, hahaha.. emm don’t YOU dare!). Well, I don’t know for whatever reasons you came here but thank you and that comes from the very bottom of my heart.